feeling odd

Bismillahirahmanirrahim...

2 May 2010 - Never have an experience before. this is my first time. it is hard to describe. do not know what actually happen to me now. as close to the dateline of my working day as fast as my heart is beating. perhaps what i am feeling at this moment is nothing for others, but for myself it is something so meaningful. in fact the job that i am going to work is close and related with what i have done during my studies. mama and abah have already given a permission to me to work. surprisingly, not too much need to explain to them why...why..and why.......


only spending 2 weeks rest at home now i went for permusafiran again. kakak was the one who is feeling really upset when she knows i am going to leave home again. kakak...i know you want me to spent some more time at home, but kakak.. the time keep on moving.. i do not want to let my time flying away just like that without doing anything.. i want to attain something in my life before proceed further studies in degree. thanks kakak being a great kakak in my life. hopefully you always on my side and keep praying for my success.


every day, every night, every minute and every second, cannot stop from thinking what will be going to happen during my first time working experience. o' Allah help me... please comfort my feelings by helping me showing the good things towards the decision that i have already chosen.


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