A test

Bismillahirahmanirrahim...

Ya Allah...

all my worker's friends are male except kak julia..

most of them are older than me..

to me they are weird ya Allah...

it is hard ya Allah...

pretty hard to communicate well with them..

guide me.. teach me..take care of me.. take care of my heart..

always...and forever...ya Allah...

ameen..


~~~<~~~<~<@

what else?

Bismillahirahmanirrahim...

18 May 2010 - Believe it or not. now i am working already. enough for only a week worked at telemarketing, i have been bored with the same routine which have to make hundreds of phone calls per day for SPM's student. hahaa pretty muak and pretty cuak!!! finally naik tocang 2! on friday of my first week working day, i skipped work. heiii terok betOl!!! cannot imagine how i am in the future? what i am going to be??! huh luckily there was nothing happen. no punishment coz the system of paying salary is based on attendance and working per hours.

'

nowadays, there are so many things had happened along 3 weeks of my working day life. uhm after three days worked at telemarketing, i have been called by encik gafor to his office. he offered me to work under him for international department. his assistant named kak julia will be a trainer for me. without thinking so much, i took the opportunity to work at the department. my first international work was started on second week of my work days. kak julia has been given me a short briefing regarding my job descriptions. she said i have to know what she knows. i have to deal with international students, must be familiar with visa, have to identify many types of documentations, the pocedures, have to know how to play politics with international students especially when they refuse to listen to the instruction given.

'

ahaks, the most difficult part that happen to me now is i am still trying my best to memorize the documentation's names. it seems easy but actually pretty hard.

'

dare to make mistakes and now dare to learn from the mistakes.. i have found my own interest. yey! =) alhamdulillah...praise to Allah for give my spirit and enjoyment back. i do enjoy working for international department but of course the task would be pretty hard compare to telemarketing before. but i do enjoy it. Love Dare Challenge. alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah......~ huhuu

to<~~~<~<@

feeling odd

Bismillahirahmanirrahim...

2 May 2010 - Never have an experience before. this is my first time. it is hard to describe. do not know what actually happen to me now. as close to the dateline of my working day as fast as my heart is beating. perhaps what i am feeling at this moment is nothing for others, but for myself it is something so meaningful. in fact the job that i am going to work is close and related with what i have done during my studies. mama and abah have already given a permission to me to work. surprisingly, not too much need to explain to them why...why..and why.......


only spending 2 weeks rest at home now i went for permusafiran again. kakak was the one who is feeling really upset when she knows i am going to leave home again. kakak...i know you want me to spent some more time at home, but kakak.. the time keep on moving.. i do not want to let my time flying away just like that without doing anything.. i want to attain something in my life before proceed further studies in degree. thanks kakak being a great kakak in my life. hopefully you always on my side and keep praying for my success.


every day, every night, every minute and every second, cannot stop from thinking what will be going to happen during my first time working experience. o' Allah help me... please comfort my feelings by helping me showing the good things towards the decision that i have already chosen.


~~~<~~~<~<@